A Full blown Melt Down

I don't think that I will have any pictures for this post, we will see. I am here to admit that tonight I, Rachel, did have a full blown melt down. Yes, this included the whole bawling your eyes out and gasping for breath added to the grumpy, no fun to be around person. I don't know why I am telling the internet this, maybe so you know that I am a real person and not someone who doesn't have hard times.

School is so hard and stressful and busy and did I mention hard? I feel like every assignment I will ever have to do in my entire life is due this week (melodramatic huh?). I have been working so hard to do well and it just over flowed today. After working really great with some friends on an assignment I took a shower and cried. Then I talked to Mar and cried some more. When I got off the phone I felt loads better. Mar reminded me that I'm not in this alone. She gave me some great advice and was kind enough to just hear me blubber for a good 20 min. 

Also, Meg left today. Did that have anything to do with it? I bet so! Mar reminded me that I have had these types of weeks more than this time and each time I forget how hard it was and that I survived it. I know that everything will be ok. It always is, just buckle down and get to work. I called it quits early tonight so that I could get a little bit more sleep than I have. 

Thanks Mar for reminding me things that I forget. Good luck Meg, on your mission and welcome home Katie from yours!

Love,

Rach

PS: the weather today was amazing!