Worries

Let's be honest. I have a lot of worries and concerns right now. I am freaking out about school, because it seems like no matter how much I study I never perform well. I need to do well in my classes and I spend so much time studying but I never see the desired outcome and to be honest, I am getting pretty tired of it. I am tired of school! I know I shouldn't complain cause I will be in school until next March but I am tired. 

I want so badly to make myself, my family and everyone proud of me and who I am. And I feel like every semester I let myself down. But you know what? It's ok! I need to remember that I am doing my very best and that college is a learning experience. I don't mean to be all grumpy and complaining. I enjoy BYU, my classes and friends. I just sometimes get in these slums that make it hard to think about the positive. 

For one thing, the flowers are starting to bloom and that makes me happy! :)

Love, Rach